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starting fresh. [Sunday February 4th, 2007 8:30pm] [ mood | annoyed ] [ music | Chiodos, Saosin & The Early November. ] its time i started over. its time i started fresh. this is the new me. this entry marks the new me. i am not the same girl i used to be. i have changed so much recently and i have realized who is my friend and who isnt. i have gotten out with the old and in with the new. i have lost someone close and found what is blooming into true love. i want to become more active in the world. i need to change this planet. i hate it. human beings are discusting. i hate the way they treat each other. they use and abuse. its horrible. it needs to stop before we destroy ourselves. i think i actually like animals better than i like people. haha, thats sad. anyway, since i love animals so much i think i'm going to try and volunteer at the local animal shelter. but for now i'm just going to go take a shower. hah. beep beep

[Friday June 2nd, 2006 10:54pm] [ mood | asi asi, chikos ] [ music | "Super Massive Black Hole" by Muse ] So its 11 o clock at night and i am bored as fuck and not even slightly tired, as usual. Tomorrow I'm getting up early to go see the Da Vinci Code with Andrew. Its our one year anniversery and I'm really excited : ) A lot of my friends tell me it was a bad movie, and that it was really contravertial. Even Andrew, who went to see it with his mom, said that it was terrible. But I really want to see it for myself. I loved the book a lot, and movie virsions of books usually suck. Like Harry Potter...hahaha... beep beep

Rhythm Room Rehersal! Finally! [Wednesday May 31st, 2006 8:49pm] [ mood | soso hyped! ] So today was pretty much a really good day. We're reading The Oddysey in english class and actually its not as boring a book that i thought it would be. My friend Zach bought me animal crackers at lunch : ) I thought that was incredibly nice and out of the ordinary from Zach's usual jokingly sarcastic and rude attitude towards me. But the best part of this day is what I just got back from. At 7 I had a Rhythm Room rehersal and it was effing incredible : ) We're now all about drum sets, besides me. Everyone plays on drum set while I rock it on the concert snare. We're pretty killer, i must say. We came up with a whole routene today in the one hour that we had to reherse in the building Rick rented. We absolutely shook the floor; we're going to blow everyone out of their seats. My arms are killing me now though. I had to play wicked fast and it totally tired me out big time. I cant wait for our next show! :D beep beep

Summer means Cookouts : ) [Tuesday May 30th, 2006 9:48pm] [ mood | awake ] [ music | Beck ] Hello, I really havn't updated in a really long time! Sometimes i really just dont have the time to update this silly livejournal but hey, i try. So anyway.... i really have no idea what i would write about except me and andrew's one year aniversery is this saturday so we are going to see the Da Vinci Code to celebrate. I know a lot of people didnt like that movie but i guess i have to go see it for myself. I read the book and it was really good, but i usually dont like the movie virsions of good novels that i read. Like Harry Potter, i didnt like those movies at all... Sunday i had this wicked awesome cookout! My aunt, my cousin, my grandpa, and Andrew were all in attendence. It was a load of fun; we even had a sillys string fight! hahaha.... mmm i love my family :D beep beep

: D [Sunday April 16th, 2006 11:20pm] [ mood | stfu ] [ music | "over my head" The Fray ] so today was easter.... the first time EVER in my life where my whole family wasnt there to celebrate :[ And andrew is off to California tomorrow and won't be back until next tuesday! :[ so this spring break is going to suck SOOOO BAD. i wish i could go on vacation like all my other friends...... but whateverrr :] beep beep

listen well will you marry me? [Wednesday January 11th, 2006 6:21pm] [ mood | hehe! ] helloooo! i just re-decorated my room!! yippieeee!! im quite excited! and in an excelent mood today =) beep beep

all i want is you <3 [Tuesday January 10th, 2006 9:21pm] [ mood | kiss me ] You say you want diamonds on a ring of gold You say you want your story to remain untold But all the promises we made From the cradle to the grave When all I want is you You say you'll give me a highway with no one on it A treasure just to look upon it All the riches in the night You say you'll give me eyes in a world of blindness A river in a time of dryness A harbour in the tempest But all the promises we make From the cradle to the grave When all I want is you You say you want your love to work out right To last with me through the night You say you want diamonds on a ring of gold Your story to remain untold Your love not to grow cold All the promises we break From the cradle to the grave When all I want is you You All I want is...you All I want is...you All I want is...you beep beep

you're breaking my heart... [Tuesday January 10th, 2006 4:28pm] [ mood | sulk... ] Neglect. Thats the word of the day for me. I feel neglected. Not by a parent, by my friends. Its odd, really. And very upsetting to me. When I was younger, I had a whole group of friends. There was Grace, and Alyssa, Julianne, Kerri, and many other friends that I made along the way. I always used to be so close to all of them. We would hang out all the time and always talk about everything. Now all of a sudden, everyone has moved on in life, and left me behind. Even Andrew, being so busy with his extra curricular activities and errands he runs and school work, has lost the time to catch up with me. I wish I was busy with all of these things. I really wish I was too busy to talk to all of them just as they are too busy to talk to me. Then maybe it wouldn't make me so sad when I call and no one's home. Pardon me if it sounds like I'm just simply complaining, but I can't help but think the things i think. I just want us all to be friends again... and I want someone to talk to... beep beep

research =( [Tuesday January 10th, 2006 9:01am] [ mood | ehh...school... ] I'm in school right now... and it sucks... beep beep

if loving you is wrong, I dont wanna be right! [Monday January 9th, 2006 9:00pm] [ mood | DOWNER! ] once again, I am online when there is absolutely no one to talk to. I sit and I wait for someone.. anyone... but as usual, no one talks. I dont mean for it to sound like I'm a loner or anything, I just simply have nothing else to do. So this was my "exciting" monday back to school... Spanish was my first period of the day... we started a new chapter on clothing. Woopie! -sarcasm- And as usual, Jargie throws some donught thing at me and I get yelled at for it. I am always the kid you blame for everything. Why? Becuase if you tell a teacher that it was my fault, she will believe you. Because I have a past of being obnoxious, and no one can seem to get it out of their head that I am not in 4th grade anymore and I have actually grown up a little. Anyway... then it was off to research where we had to do library oriontation, whatever the hell that is. I had a substitute in science, which was good, becuase I think we all needed a break from Mr. Ferraria's horrible take-up-the-whole-hour-and-a-half-period lectures. And math I fell asleep durring, which isnt too smart seeing as how I sit in the front row. So needless to say I was happy to finally go home. Andrew called, but I was just getting out of the shower, so I didnt have time to answer the phone. When I called back a few minutes later, his mother answered the phone. I asked for Andrew, but she responded "oh, he's busy. I'll tell him you called" *click!* Yeah... she never really liked me. I honestly can't understand why though. I mean, I've done all I can to get her to like me! I'm nice, I ask her how she's doing, and I even bought her a Christmas present! It just hurts knowing in her eyes I'll never be good enough for her son... beep beep

may the force be with me...? [Sunday January 8th, 2006 9:20pm] [ mood | i need water! ] today i visited my cousin J.J., which is always an adventure. I come over, and we play video games for like, an hour. Today we played some Mario Smash thing on the Gamecube. I was some lady from mario. Peach i think her name was... anyway, so then we (meaning my mother and I) went to visit my grandparents. We only stayed for two seconds thought becuase my grandmother has the flu. So yeah... my day wasn't as exciting as yours, but so what?! Not everyone has a perfect and exciting life, so grow up and realize that. Ok, now that I've said that... I believe I have an addiction... and addiction of finding star wars icons... I am so weird... and I need a life. But if anyone knows an icon community that has some.. tell me... or not... or find me a life instead... lol! Okay so now since everyone is leaving me on IM, I think I will go too and watch the rest of Desprate Housewives... ta ta for now!! ♥ stephanie beep beep

[Saturday January 7th, 2006 11:50pm] [ mood | he loves me again! ] [ music | cake...yes its a band... ] i can't live without you... i bet thats what he's thinking ♥ beep beep

panic! at the stephanie household [Saturday January 7th, 2006 5:14pm] [ mood | cranky ] ok so today has been almost not boring. I had to wake up early and go to drum lessons, thought. Alan taught today, which is weird becuase he sucks at the drums. He is more of a brass/woodwind instrument playing guy than drums. So anyway, we did some hand percussion and i now have a thumb that is so brused and swollen i can barely move it. Oh well, thats my fault because i was slapping the conga wrong. so then i came home and talked with Nicole for a little while. She's really a very funny girl. She and I have the weirdest conversations. The Andrew called to see if I could go over his house today. I wanted to really badly, but (to no surprise) I couldn't. He was really upset, and now he's in a bad mood. Its not my fault though! And when I talked to him online, he was actually angry at me for pretty much no reason. He was being such a baby. I don't get all crabby when he can't do something with me. Then he ahd to sign off so I told him I would talk to him about it later. I just wish he wouldn't get so angry without a reason... beep beep

my how the time does fly [Saturday December 17th, 2005 5:56pm] [ mood | crazy ] [ music | radio ] ok so today has been the most boring thing ever. and i mean EVER. woke up, had drum lessons, ate lunch, came home. and here i am... still... so bored.... last night was the most fun i ever had, tho. I went over to andrew's house to watch the third Star Wars movie, which is the only one i havnt seen out of the six movies all together. I really did have a lot of fun. I cracked rude yet tastefully funny jokes about the movie and how it has little to no ratial diversity. Andrew thought it was hilarious. I love making him laugh! Anyway, then we had some pizza with his sister. His mom read us a really funny christmas letter she recieved from some obviously miserable woman. I really do love his family, their very funny people. so all in all, i had a fun night. but now im lost in boredom and am sick of the same ol' computer screen... sincerely, bored-out-of-her-mind stephanie beep beep

omg i hate this class... [Wednesday December 14th, 2005 9:18am] [ mood | drained ] [ music | Benny and the Jets! do do do! ] ok so I'm in school right now and im in Research class.... ...and now i have to go before my teacher kills me..... beep beep

kiss me and when u do i know that u will miss me [Tuesday September 13th, 2005 2:28pm] [ mood | bored like WOAH! ] [ music | some rap song -pretends to beatbox- ] yaaaaa... im bored like WOAH... somebody cure my bordom bug =( beep beep

your like a kiss from a rose [Monday September 12th, 2005 8:08pm] [ mood | where is he? ] [ music | Seal ] ok ya'all so like, yesterday was a BlAsT... I went to a boat club with andrew and we sat on the dock and hung out and enjoyed the last gentle breezes of summer. Then we went sailing and that was very awesomeee. Its nice to know you have someone special to watch the sun set with. We went back to his house for a while after it started getting dark, and I attempted to beat him at a racing game. I think it was Grand Turismo 3 or something. Anyway... I sucked at it and totally lost =( oh well! whatever! And finally, after a hilarous episode of Aqua Teen Hunger Force, we headed to Boarderland State Park for some star gazing. I even saw a shooting star... I wished that the day would never end. But alas, it did. Quite a romantic day =) ok ya'all peace out for now! ♥Stephanie beep beep

I got soul but I'm not a soldier [Saturday September 10th, 2005 10:33pm] [ mood | bored like WOAH ] [ music | the killers ] OMG liiiiikeeee im bored, yo.... high school is a bummerrrrr.. being a freshman is not coooolllll beep beep

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